lost in existence

everything has its beginning ; and this is mine . The name is Alyx . i have no idea who i am , maybe you can help me figure it out ? I'm really random and my laugh is really annoying . i believe I'm ugly . music is my life . i tend to be mad / sad / depressed most of the time , but when I'm happy , you can tell . and yes , i'm a nerd; i play WoW and play xbox 360 all day . i hate drama , liers , and anything else that hurts me or other people . If you want to get to know me , then do so . i love meeting new people .... wait , let me re-phase that ; REAL people , not fake . fuck those type of people . and i NEVER judge. so , if you do , fuck off . Warning: some posts might be triggering.. if that is the case , please dont follow .. i dont want you hurting yourself because of my pictures , you all are worth so much more than that . Just know im here for you if you ever need someone .